coming together.

Hmm.. seems like things have became better in such small amounts of time. Old friendships becoming new again for one. I don't want to lose new ones though because my urge to gain these old ones. Ok, besides that, things are better. I got things settled out and said how I felt. It seemed to work.. or least I hope. Let's not speak too early. Life's new light shined upon me today. Let's hope it continues to blind me because clouds repeatedly block it. Every song I listen to feels like my life is being spoke about which only makes my thoughts deeper. They all remind me of you and make everything that is even close to our relationship, description wise, be put to the test. My mind is just at a continuous cycle of repeated circumstances that interfere with us and it keeps me wondering. In the end, I remember what I have been through to have this chance and how I don't regret one single thing. It has all fallen into place. The only thing that could make this the least bit better is if we were both where we should be with God. Well, I guess I will speak for myself because behind closed doors, who knows what you and your relationship with him is like. I know when it comes to me, that I have this camp each summer that ignites me, but the flame is always abolished by my selfishness with my time. I don't want my time spent for no one else but myself. What a horrible thing, but true. Ok, well all I feel needed to be released, is now open for your eyes.