The beginning of the end..

Today is probably where it's over. One more oppurtunity to see how I feel and realize what is best for me. I know this thing is now one sided and it barely has that much to be said. I am going in to today wishing for a return that may be less predictable to come back than the return of the Lord himself. I want it, but if not, forget it. I know I have options and others that will care for me and will not be stubborn the way she is. I feel as if we are just letting this relationship being dragged along and not caring. More from her side than mine. It's fine though because saying more here than what the title says, today is more than likely the end..